HOLY CRAP TO SINGING VOICE OF...

JENNETTE McCURDY OF iCARLY


Holy eff man. I was just web surfing you know? I suddenly end up to this Shane Dawnson guy, then I go to Fred, then I go to the girl above. SHE HAS A GOOD VOICE! Such a shame that she sings country though...but yeah, dude! Good voice, I'm glad she got up and started to sing.

Also, the video is on her personal youtube account so I looked at the Fred on iCarly video before the singing thing, NATHAN KRESS IS SUPER CHINK FOR A NON-ASIAN. Kind of made me lol.

Well that's it I think.

Christofer Drew Ingle's real voice.

Well like, I was watching half and hour of Fuse's No. 1 Countdown: Bamboozle 2009. Let me tell you, I SERIOUSLY WANTED TO GO TO THE EFFING CONCERT HERE IN IRVINE. Ugh, I wish I went. Well anyways I saw the final five music videos. I saw like two songs I never even thought about until now, All That I've Got by The Use and Just a Girl by No Doubt. I like, looked at youtube to find the show of No. 1 Countdown so I can see the whole countdown, I ended up seeing the video above.

HOLY MOTHER HUMPER CHRISTOFER DREW'S VOICE IS SO UGLY AND NERDY! Well it's somewhat cute, but him jumping around a lot made me think he was a [cute] dork. I seriously don't mean that in the hater-ish way possible. I enjoy the beat and sound of Nevershoutnever!, I seriously do. But after seeing that and hearing that he DOES smoke maijana, I'm starting to think he was a little high during that performance...

I'm just saying, PLEASE DON'T BASH ON ME!

just leave me alone...

Don't you just hate it when your parent(s) yell at you for no absolute reason?
Or when they throw all their anger on you?

My dad has been yelling at me A LOT lately. No I haven't done anything bad, I think it's just because no one is ever home anymore. My older sister is in college and dorms there so we don't see here on weekdays, then my brother is out with friends 24/7. You see I don't go out much; I have the kind of friends who would cancel on me or ditch me for other people. Not that I mind or anything, I'm just not a good person I guess...
Basically my dad yells at me for every little thing: "CLEAN UP THE MESS IN THE LIVING ROOM" "GET YOUR STUFF OF THE LADDER" "WASH YOUR PLATE" "YOU'RE NOT A BABY ANYMORE"
Okay 1. Half of the time the messes aren't even mine, they're my brother's and 2. I know I'm not a baby you just want to yell at me cause you have no one else to yell at.
Why is he even yelling at me intentionally? I have good grades (a 3.0 to be exact) and I've been doing good in school lately, so WHY? It's just so frustrating, especially when I have to deal with other things going around my life (school, family, retarded drama, etc.).

Yesterday I was planning to go out with my cousin and her boyfriend (no I wasn't planning to be a third wheel, plus I know she wouldn't want me to go threw that kind of pain). Dad wouldn't let me because "she's a bad influence." Yes she's older than me and she DOES do bad things from time to time, but shouldn't he trust me enough to know that I wouldn't do anything like her? She's so outgoing and REALLY social and popular amongst most people, I'm not, I tend to be anti-social because I don't really like myself. So shouldn't they know? Shouldn't he trust his own daughter that he raised?

I don't understand my life anymore, it'll probably be worse once I'm in high school...

Want the truth about me?

Hi I'm Alexis Dianne Fernandez Cruz.

I'm a thirteen year old girl desperate to be excepted into society. To myself I look and feel overweight, so I actually want to try anorexia and bulimia in order to be skinnier, and to tell the truth I DID try anorexia for five straight days. Let me tell you something, DON'T TRY ANOREXIA, IT HURTS AND KILLS YOUR STOMACH. For those five days I just ate one meal a day, on the fifth day my stomach cracked, it started hurting A LOT, the pain made me cry, and I don't cry easily.

Let me tell you my height and weight: 5 foot 2 inches and 150 pounds. My cousin made me go to the school consular about me wanting to go back to an eating disorder and the consular made me go to the nurse. Apparently on my age and height my weight is perfectly average.

HOW IS THAT AVERAGE WHEN I'M SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO ARE 90-120 POUNDS AND CALL THEMSELVES FAT!? Please tell me the answer to that.

Well I must go, for I have to write a stupid essay for my CHOIR class.
Till next time~